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i tink this is the show i enjoy n like d most..although there r lots of rehearsal,but all of us enjoy a lot..totally we got 8 days of rehearsal and all is around 3 hours..d 2 days venue rehearsal were until midnight but i enjoyed d moment(thanks to Ms.Eva who let us slept at her house)..wonder when will be the nex big event..on sunday,we reach ther at 10am.then wait for sum1 to open the door..while waiting,we tok a lot of lame jokes..n seriously sum were really very lame.. after that,we start to make-up n get ready for the show..b4 d show started,i took sum pic

d opening dance i guess was quite alright as we cant watch d big screen..den we rested for a while n ate our lunch..we ate mcd again.i guess last week was d week i ate fastfood d most..den we standby 4 d second number..i like d steps,but not d costume..we act as virus wearing unitard..however,d whole dance was ok..den d third number was d beauty..we got 2 faces,1 is a good personality n another is a wicked n evil..i took sum pic too but without d mask..                                                                                          

                                        

den we get ready for d fourth number..it was a snake dance..at first i hate d snake so much..but ytd i miss d snake..haha..(is not d real snake anyway) d costume was a little bit too sexy.so i’m not goin 2 post up.. :p

n then is d 5th number but only guys doin d number..while waiting to watch them 2 perform,my fren spotted lin yu zhong..i was afraid 2 approach him..but luckily my fren,hui ching ask him 2 take pic wit us..den he agreed..i’m so happy..i tok to him n he was very frenly..dis is d first time i tok 2 an artist is such a short distance.. : )

suddenly,i spotted another person,he is a newcomer–Andrew Tan(same name as my bro) he was very frenly too..

after d 5th number finish,we realized that 1 of d male dancers fell down frm d stairs n d stairs was quite high..den i remembered that i fall down also coz of the stairs,luckily i was unhurt..so hope he’ll recover soon..den it was our last number n is almost 8pm..i like dis number too coz is sum kind of celebration..

after d last dance ended,we took group pic..

den d last ting we did 2gether was having our own celebration..d boss spent us supper.. last but not least,i enjoyed dis show a lot..really hope in future,i’ll meet al of them again n stand another chance 2 perform wit all these dancers..just want to wish every1 luck n take care..i’ll definitely miss u guys.. : )

thanks every1 for giving me such a memorable n unforgettable night..

On 16th Nov,i’m so so so happy… Y ?Y ?Y ? coz i’ve met I Wanna Be A Model season 1 contestants.. i never thought of seeing them in reality.. my fren n i did a show for a runway show.. but with my height, i’m just a dancer(definitely not a model) .. :p  However,i’m happy 2 hav d chance 2 meet those models..especially Ken.. at first i thought i saw d wrong person coz i din wear specs at tat time..but when he stood near me,i was like.. yea,i’m not dreaming.. is himmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.. :)  but Ken sumtimes looks a bit serious.. i think he shud smile as he has a nice smile.. sum of them were niceeee n frenly,but sum not really.. when is our turn to rehearsal,there’s 1 male model sitting on d stage.. then my fren told him,we need 2 rhs..u want 2 join us?? then he said yes and started 2 dance.. he’s so cute.. however,i’m a little bit disappointed coz din take pic with them..i shud ask them.. haiz.. hope ther’ll be another chance 2 meet them again.. n definitely must take pic with them.. i felt so regret..   :( n another sad part is i’m not able 2 see their runway show..

yesterday night one of my fren sms me..after i read her sms,i really feel like writing this blog.just wan 2 show my feeling towards them..y cant they respect ppl??everyone has their own feeling..if u dun respect ppl, how dare u ask ppl 2 respect u??everytime when they need ppl’s help,they’ll be nice to u..but if their mood are not good,their attitude is s****..i noe sumtimes ppl will have their own attitude..but if 2 or 3 times is ok,is not always..who can stand this kind of attitude??I feel so p***** off and disappointed everytime my fren told me his problem..i just hope they’ll change their attitude n respect ppl..finally,wish my fren luck..take care..dun worry,i’ll be there whenever u need me..

why??why??why??Why i failed 2 subj last semester???i feel so shocked when i got to know i failed 2 but not 1.what i expected was what i unexpected…how can i fail my econ paper and pass my computing paper??is’t coz d computing lecturer too generous??ther is too many ‘why’ in my mind…i feel so sad as my tears rolling down without realizing..it just roll down without any intension..no one understand my feeling now..as i’m alone now in a secret place..after doin all the stuff for registration,i went to a quiet corner to let my tears roll down so that no one will see me..while on the way to the quiet place,my tears almost roll down but i’m holding it coz i do not want other people to see i’m crying..all the prayers that i’ve wished was not received by the god…i’ve promised that if i’m able to pass all my paper last semester,i’ll DEFINITELY work hard in dis semester..i do not want to upset my parents and myself..but i got no choice but to receive the fact..why everytime when i’m keen to study,sumting will happen to me??everyting happens and make me no mood to study…then,i’ll start to wonder is this really what i want??but sumtimes we just cant get wat we want…:( i feel so frustrated now coz i really duno what i want..the longer time i sit down n do nothing,i really duno wat i want.i really feel like want to give up my studies.actually before my final,i really want to quit,but everyone tries to advise me not to stop.even my elder brother.when i was chatting with him,i dunno whether how long have i been crying..i noe i need to be tough,but sumtimes when i tink bac.if i really choose to work,i cannot regret.i need to be responsible wat i’ve choose to do in my future…God,why our life need to make so much decisions??everyone prefer study but i prefer work..although i noe is hard..but i tink at least i enjoy my work…sumtimes really tink tat why i can know u guys??if i do not know u all,now i’ll be very concentrate on my studies..without any worries,i can pass all my papers with flying colours…sumtimes in d class,i’m dreaming..dream of when will be the next job opportunities??dream where will be the next venue??i just cant stop thinking..seriously i’m really very happy while working with u guys..when i told u guys that i failed, u guys care bout me n tries to console me n make me happy..really thank u so much(million thanks to all of u)..i appreciate all ur concern.. but i just hope to become a very very very normal person…

i feel so emo after watching one movie…everytime when i tink about the actor who passed away,i feel so sad even though is just a movie..why??i,myself also do not know the reason…is’t coz i have too much things to worried??? i really duno wat to do..in the movie,the couple love each other very much..but the guy did a very big mistake,so his gf is not willing to forgive him..everyday d guy wil write a diary,title:without her life,how many days.. den he printed out every page coz he wants to share the diary with the gal once the gal is willing to forgive him..finally,the gal is willing to forgive him.she sent him an email.but unfortunately,the guy met an accident.he didn’t see d email..b4 he passed away,he called d gal and tok to her..she eventually didn’t noe that he had met an accident..after d guy passed away, d gal saw d diary..n she also started to write diary everyday,title:without his day.. both of them really love each other but they are unable to be together..before the guy passed away,he everyday went to d gal’s workplace n se her.he is not dare to walk towards d gal coz he does not want to see the gal cries bcoz of him..he just wants to take care of her quietly..dis shows that d guy really care  bout her coz he is not dare to make her cries anymore.therefore,i just hope everyone will love and appreciate his or her partner until the day u leave this world…